shocking....
well i figured that i might as well type something here quick....just to show that i was ever actually here
but yea....cant really write much because im supposed to be cleaning my room and throwing shit loads of stuff away....and thats usually something i cant do (getting rid of things i mean)....and since im in a damn all this shit mood....i better get going and start chucking things....i just wish i could throw them out my second floor window cuz that would be fun :-D
hm...i need someone to sit on my bed and say yes or no to me throwing things away that i cant decide about.....its always easier that way....like i much prefer cleaning other peoples houses or whatever than doing my own stuff because i actually know what to do with their things....usually one of my sisters does that until they get bored (usually lasts about 30 minutes at the most)
quick update though....since i cant bring myself to leave the computer yet.....
i think that i am going to do pep band with the girl (lyndsay) who i met at summer orientation....ive talked to the director guy and he seems so nice so im kinda actually excited about it....but yea....considering i havent played since the end of 9th grade....which seems like a really long time ago i dont know how its going to work out.....but im excited about the $25 an event that we get payed....and i think that i get free hofstra clothes yayness....and i dont have to pay to go to games yay!
professors are buttheads when it comes to answering your emails....i was trying to talk to my german professor about when the class is so i can figure out when i might be able to do my work study and also so that i know what books i need....but he hasnt told me any of that stuff even though weve already sent 5 emails back and forth....he just basically asked me what im interested in about german and what my plans are (like major/minor, internship, blah) and everything....and they always assume that im not a freshman or whatever when i talk to them because they always ask me what other courses ive already taken so that they have an idea...but i guess its ok....freshmen dont usually take their classes i think (*feels special and retarded at the same time*) and i felt like a complete stuck up asshole when i sent him the last email cuz he asked me what my german experience is and what i will need to work on (like speaking, grammar, etc)
*annoyance at not having a car*.....it seems that since im not cool enough....im basically not allowed to drive unless it is an inconvenience for somebody....probably doesnt help that my little sister keeps all the car keys on her chain and doesnt leave them on the shelf like other people....so i feel stupid having her always drive when we go places....i only get to drive to go get pizza or milk or when she isnt going somewhere....which hasnt happened a lot....i think im going to have to ask my nana if i can have my grandpas old pick up truck....but i dont know if my parents would let me....
hmm....why does it seem that i can clean better when nobody else is home?.....just wish my mom wasnt home....she'll probably come drop by any minute now to make sure that im actually doing something....*sigh*
ok.....i think that im done with the random crap now...can you get rid of things that people gave you that you dont want without feeling bad or guilty about it? like....i dont want this creepy doll thing that my aunt gave me.....or this bear type doll thing that my mom gave me.....(those collectible type things that stand up on your shelf....whats the point?.....if only i could sneak them out of the house without anybody noticing that theyre gone.....why is it that i get in trouble for not using stuff that family members gave me when i didnt want the stuff in the first place?)
leaving now...i swear....
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